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Notes: 12 / 7 hours ago from desmondkills (originally from desmondkills)[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]
New beat…feedback would be appreciated. :)
Wtf dude this is great! I love it! =D You did a great job! What are you going to do with it?
Thanks! I’m not totally sure because i made it for my dude Young Dylan. It all depends on what he decides to do with it. Haha.
:D He has something great in his hand so he has to something great with it. Good luck with your future endeavours
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7 hours ago
Infection
‘Somehow, I have to answer back,’
With that, my tongue grows thick with weeds
A shadow passes through one more person’s heart
And strips off her mask
An explosion has ripped apart
The shattered fragments of my heart
And although now all I see
Are glittering lights all around me
When, I wonder,
did I become this weak?
My legs are cramped, but
Pretending not to notice, I go on
This foolish disease of mine
Seems only to get worse and worse
An explosion has ripped apart
The shattered fragments of my heart
And although now all I see
Are glittering lights all around me
When, I wonder,
did I become this weak?
Growing more and more to fear
Every little fever that comes along
I may have little chance
But, still, I must wake up
An explosion has ripped apart
The shattered fragments of my heart
And although now all I see
Are glittering lights all around me
When, I wonder,
did I become this weak?
An explosion has ripped apart
the shattered fragments of my heart
Fragments… fragments… all around me
When, I wonder
did I become
this weak?++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
- By Chihiro Onitsuka
The lyrics hit home because it remembered me of my mother. She was very sick and she hated becoming weak and not being able to do the things she loved 2 do
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Notes: 12 / 7 hours ago from desmondkills[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]
New beat…feedback would be appreciated. :)
Wtf dude this is great! I love it! =D You did a great job! What are you going to do with it?
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7 hours ago
Moonlight
I am GOD’S CHILD
Set down upon this decayed Earth
How do I live on such a field?
This isn’t why I was born…
My stride succumbs to a sudden gust of wind
It seems like I’ll fall any moment
But these chains won’t allow it
Having surrendered up my heart to you
My feelings for you now lay scattered about
I still don’t know how to pick them up
I am GOD’S CHILD
Set down upon this decayed Earth
How do I live on such a field?
This isn’t why I was born…
Talk more about your ‘reasons’
Until I fall asleep
I’m swathed in medicine that doesn’t work
Here, there is no sound,
What should I believe in?
I am GOD’S CHILD
These sounds of anguish leave scars on my back
I can’t hang out this world
It’s my only thought: I have no place anywhere
Discomfort, a bitterly cold wall,
What will the next thing to weaken me?
Don’t reach out your hand, even at the end
You, of all people, will rescue me
From the silence
Time will speed the pain
I am GOD’S CHILD
Set down upon this decayed Earth
How do I live on such a field?
This isn’t why I was born…
I am GOD’S CHILD
These sounds of anguish leave scars on my back
I can’t hang out this world
It’s my only thought
I have no place anywhere- From “Chihiro Onitsuka”
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7 hours ago
No Ordinary Morning
If there was nothing that I could say
Turned your back and you just walked away
Leaves me numb inside I think of you
Together is all I knew
We moved too fast but I had no sign
I would try to turn the hands of time
Then look to you for the reason why
The love we had passed me by
And as the sun would set you would rise
Fall from the sky into paradise
Is there no light in your heart for me?
You’ve closed your eyes, you no longer see
There were no lies between me and you
You said nothing of what you knew
But there was still something in your eyes
Left me helpless and paralyzed
You could give a million reasons,
change the world and change the times,
Could not give me the secrets of your heart
and of your mind
In the darkness that surrounds me now
there is no peace of mind
Your careless words undo me,
leave the thought of us behind
You could give a million reasons,
change the world and change the times
Could not give me the secrets of your heart
and of your mind
In the darkness that surrounds me now
there is no peace of mind
Your careless words undo me,
leave the thought of us behind++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
This is my brothers favourite song. He would always listen to it with my mother and when my mother was around my brother would be calm and you wouldn’t notice the things he was dealing with (He’s the oldest and my family had a rough time so much things fell on his shoulders and I’m proud to have him as an brother because he really took care of us). Though, whenever he listens to this song I see him missing her, I feel the same, and.. I finally can talk with him about him and it’s weird because we never did those things.. I also realize I’m not the only one hurting because were all hurting and going through this unimaginable loss. This song is very beautiful and the lyrics are bittersweet..
I really appreciated this song when I was listening to this song with my ex.. It’s soothing and really relaxed you. Though, when he died I could not hear this song anymore because the 2 people I Loved the most weren’t there to share it with. Thanks to my sis I could cope but at times I feel so lost and alone.
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7 hours ago
Just Walk Away
I know I never loved this way before
And no one else has loved me more
With you I’ve laughed and cried
I have lived and died
What I wouldn’t do just to be with you
I know I must forget you and go on
I can’t hold back my tears too long
Though life won’t be the same
I’ve got to take the blame
And find the strenght I need to let you go
Just walk away
Just say goodbye
Don’t turn around now you may see me cry
I mustn’t fall apart
Or show my broken heart
Or the love I feel for you
So walk away
And close the door
And let my life be as it was before
And I’ll never never know
Just how I let you go
But there’s nothing left to say
Just walk away
There’ll never be a moment I’ll regret
I’ve loved you since the day we met
For all the love you gave
And all the love we made
I know I’ve got to find the strenght to say
Just walk away
Just say goodbye
Don’t turn around now you may see me cry
I mustn’t fall apart
Or show my broken heart
Or the love I feel for you
So walk away
And close the door
And let my life be as it was before
And I’ll never never know
Just how I let you go
But there’s nothing left to say
Just walk away++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Today was my mothers birthday and it was surreal because I wasn’t alone today, there were always people around me. But when I was walking the dog I started to think about her which made me feel melancholic. I used to listen to this song with her, it was our song ahahaha. I was very close with her and I told her everything. I was blessed to have such a loving, caring and beautiful mother. Though it tears me apart being without her I will remember and honor her memory.
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7 hours ago"
Forgive me, little brother,
I am so guilty before you.
One should not try and bring back
those who the earth has taken.He who knows the laws of the Universe
could have helped me find the answer.
I was badly mistaken:
there is no cure for death.Dear Mom! Sweet Mom!
We loved you so much,
but all our efforts
were in vain.I tempted you
with the beautiful hope
of bringing back our home.
My brother, it’s all my fault.Don’t cry, don’t be sad, big brother.
You are not the only one to blame.
We walk along the same road,
we will atone for our guilt fully.I cannot blame you for anything
and I bear no grudge at all.
Our sin is grave:
We wanted to be stronger than anybody else.Dear Mom! Sweet Mom!
We loved you so much,
but all our efforts
were in vain.I, too, was tempted
with the beautiful hope
of bringing back our home.
It’s all my own fault.But what do we do now?
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How do we fix everything, how do we forget?
One should not try and bring back
those who the earth has taken.-“Bratya/Brother”
The song from Full Metal Alchemist. It’s about two brothers who tried to bring their mother back to life with Alchemy but they failed and they suffered immensely. Alphonse lost his body and Edward lost his arm and gave up one leg to bring his brothers soul back and merged it with an suit of armour. They tried something which could not be done, bring back the dead.
I actually understand how it feels and would do the same.. but bringing back the dead makes their life be led in vain. Without death we would have no knowledge and without those life lessons we would not be who we were. Even in intense pain you can find love, memories are there for joy not only for pain
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7 hours ago"
Fly away on the wings of wind
To the homeland, my dear song,
To the land where we can sing you freely,
Where it was so carefree for you and me.
There the air is full of delight under the sultry sky,
There mountains dream in the clouds listening to the sea.
There the sun shines so bright,
And dear mountains are luminous with its light,
Roses flourish in valleys,
And nightingales sing in green forests…
Sing in forests…
There the sun is so bright…
There a rose blooms…
And sweet grapes grow…
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There it is more carefree for you, song…
So fly away there…- Reminds me of old love stories my grandma would tell me and afterwards my mother. -
Notes: 64 / 7 hours ago from desmondkills (originally from youdneverfly)
Reblog if you want to punch someone in the throat
(via youdneverfly)
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7 hours ago"
I was young
And in love
I gave you everything
But it wasn’t enough
And now you wanna communicate
You know it’s just too little too late
Go find someone else
In letting you go
I’m loving myself
You got a problem
But don’t come asking me for help
‘Cause you know…
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It’s just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can’t wait
But you know all the right things to say
You know it’s just too little too late
You say you dream of my face
But you don’t like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn’t matter anyway
You know it’s just too little too late-I’m not someone you can just use whenever you want, I’m through with your fucked up behaviour it’s time you grew up, everyone does it. Were no longer 17 anymore, don’t call me whenever you want to control something. I don’t understand why I ever gave you a chance after my mom died and you weren’t even there for me. It’s just a little too late, we both have our lives and I’m actually satisfied with everything, I have people who love me, support me and show me that I’m worth something. I’m no longer the boy you knew who would remain quiet through everything. I know I can do what I want and achieve it.
Sick with your behaviour, fairy princess
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